Synmuh Zurh

This first month of school and I feel like breaking a glass of shadow sands.. This been a fruitful month for me.. meeting new friends, tapping to my inner writer, socializing with people with different backgrounds.. It was so fun.. But I miss my high school buddies.. been busy in college but we still know that we are there.. yeah there there.. hope this semester ends with a thousand smiles..

Why do you make me feel ill every time you do those things that I don't like? You made feel unlovable, a slave to your own passion.. Distant memory seemed to fade but you look makes me fly in mid-air.. I hate you for now, I just don't know why I hold on..

I tried to to quit smoking now, and it feels great, and i lost a couple of weight but gaining muscles instead, hooorah!

The wounds heal like a scratching owl.. Tender in sight and mind My flourish words I try to hide Link me all your worries from the past you see The childish mishaps for you and me

Makes me believe there is a star of hope.. She is so fair behind the morning light The evening came and she's still shining in delight..

Beginning of a new day to go to school, and this time it's oh so serious.. Time to get on the world of software engineering, the most building block of it.. teamwork..

I don't know what's wrong but suddenly I got tired of watching lakers on the finals.. It's always them.. The magic 3 plus rondo and wallace! go dream team!

Been playing this game a lot.. It's a free MMORPG game that I found in facebook.. It's great because thee gameplay is just just like ragnarok..

Rock with me.. Love you mujah..

The title said it all.. ^_^ It was.. fun and safe..

Everything is so bogus, cant hold my feelings.. I'm so wasted.. What happened to me? I'm so full chaos in my mind right now.. Many happened last night that I get scolded bad by my mother.. ^^, Oh well, life goes on.. Thanks that I got lucky because we had no class this friday because of a school round conference from 8:00 am to 5:30 pm.. kudos

All my hopes and dreams, they are just screwing me.. Why all this things happen? I can't take it anymore, Oh I just wish to be free and and sleep all day without waking up in my fast paced world.. Im beaten..

I don't know what to act my own accord, but im in a serious build up right now.. So many things to be done, I can't cope up.. Oh I wish I have the money and energy to do it all.. I'm so lost in the galaxy right now.. I don't know what to do..

I dont know if it's right to talk about it publicly in the innternet but here it goes.. I dont think this story will fit in just one post, but oh my god.. what a weekend.. I just meet someone new and she rocks my world.. I don't know if im inlove but i do honestly tell that i have the hots for her.. She's so fine, a nursing graduate.. and a beautiful body to go along with it.. Wish me luck to win her heart!

This day will be day.. Thank god, that my flu has finally gone but I hate to to think about that I give it to someone else.. Sorry for that.. but I wish to be free and do some things that I can do without a flu.. So hello good day.. ^^,

Ok, it's just been a day.. A day without looking at your pictures, reading whats on your mind right now and not even texting you.. It's like hell! hopefully I can manage to cope up with these changes in my body.. you seem like a substance that is crucial to my life source, Oh damn I wish you woudn't be so naive to tell yourself that we have something goin on.. And the great question that comes to my mind.. why him? yeah him?!! It makes me so angry that I want to punch those guys with just my naked bones.. Oh well as they say, life is unfair.. so I just run my thoughts in the air and wish you all the best my sweetest sin..

Damn I just want to sleep all day and do nothing.. hmp..

I was so full of worries.. It's unhealthy to follow your every move and you wish I wasn't there..  I hope you find your hapiness when I'm not around.. All I can say is that I will miss you my mujah. the good times we had... all the grief that is me.. will be gone in your life.. forever I commit.. =/

Ok, I've been stuck in the lines.. I'm not enrolled yet, it's been 3 days since monday I try (hard) to enroll myself in CPU but all I get is sweat and no progress.. What the hell happened to the system? So im still keeping my cool don't want to rant about how the lines are long and the fucking attendant is so slow and lazy! So I'll just act my cool.. =D

This time I won't bother to lay all the details, all of these are prose.. Im reminded by my wits and charms.. It's dismayed.. The song of sorrow sings to me in our native lore, Cast the boats I lay ashore.. My mind is nowhere deep im trap in my own prison.. release me in this chains i seek.. gift..

I don't know what happened but usually my body's defense mechanism can get rid all the viruses and bacteria for just about 2 days.. I'm still sick even after all those meds I think, extra water that I drink, and yeah I do some health exercises, but to my grief.. I'm still bloody sick..

This day was so frustating that I want to sleep the remaining hours outside my comfort zone and be wild and eat some flesh.. What happened to the old good times? there so many problems to face and all of us are intertwined in the same bumbling nonsense of chaos.. I'm so sorry that I can't help but after I can find a job.. I'll do my best..

It's a nice day to feel sick and tired.. The day of enrollment, and i'm here setting doing nothing just surfing the internet, playing in facebook.. and yeah doing nothing.. For this past few months I've never been sick, but to my fortune, I've became sick in the day of my school's enrollment.. I tend to get excited about it so I can see my pals and the pretty ladies in the nursing department but I have to lay down and don't push myself what my body doesn't want me to do.. Maybe I'll try my luck tommorow if my health is just the ok line, wish me luck!