Synmuh Zurh

Time really spoils me, I have to face another stage in my life when superstitions came to my reality. I just want to sleep all this troubles away, but I can't. I'm still awaken by my torment of justice that resides in me. I have little attention to the thing I said for that time being.. and promises that I TOTALLY forgot.. Still the guilt is such a pain in the ass..

How can you cope up with the things coming around you, it's just like they were invisible to your eyes but you can feel the big burden that they bring.. I just want to stop those thoughts running freely in my head, I wanted to rest with these thoughts that brings me loneliness and sorrow.. The mind I measure, the trust that holds back my decision but the knowledge that forecloses my every action and words, it makes me miserable every time I tend to rest in my room.. It's a place for to much consolidation, thoughts break lose and scattered in a  hurricane of confusion..

I'm back with organizing.. First, what to do around the month of March.. There something in the back in my head that two of my close friend's birthday is coming up.. hmmm.. Time to trim down, summer is just a month away.. But to my grief, hello summer class.. On the bright side I can go try my luck to find a summer job.. Call center agent maybe? Or just freelancing around or fixing computers around the neighborhood..

So I uploaded 9 pictures and the only one that came up is the last one.. What came up? Well try to find the answer.. a coding error or I'm so hyped up that I forgot the instructions?

The new blogger post editor lets you to add multiple images at the same time by using the image dialog box which the pictures can be viewed as thumbnails.. In the old editor when you add an image in your post it will automatically be placed in the top while in the new editor you can traverse to any point that you want your picture to be rightly placed.. You can also drag around the image around if you want to dramatically just change the location of it, just drag it to the left and it will float in to the area, to the right, or even at the center.. Bottom and top.. It’s just an easy drag.. And while you drag the original image size of the image is still preserve. And one cool feature is the bubble thingy that you can see in the editor that lets you easily resize the image in an instant in just a click even without the knowledge of hard-bone HTML data.. Lastly Google improves the use of html coding to aid some of the bloggers needs.. I didn't tackle some of the latest HTML stuff,

Why I envy when I have nothing to do with you in the first place, I know its abstract but let it sink to your thoughts, I'm not the wrong one to tell you that this is so, The wind has sand swaying in whirlwinds of autumn leaves.. I hate you..

Sony Cybershot Camera, I forgot the model but it rocks.. Time to fill this text based blog of mine with cool pictures shot byt me.. Just you wait for the development of series of pictures..

This thigs I hate revolve around me, just like the song of Bullet from my Valentine.. I so hate it, I have still exams to do and presentation to take on, and software to build with so less time.. I wish I had done it a couple months ago but I got lazy..

Like a sun lit revolver I thinked of you.. It's sad but I feel so enriched when I don't pretend that I still love you in a way I believe is right.. For the general viewing, it's not.. Our romance has ended in a way a hurricane visits the sea, I don't want to foolishly swayed by my ecstacy to do you harm.. I even preach you to my friends, my true friends.. But that was long ago.. Now you gave me heartaches that you unknowingly do.. YOu make me suffer even if you said you have forgiven me.. Alas I was just stab by your anger in the past, and it never been pulled out after you have move on..

Tomorrows the day I get mad and stuff.. It's pre-finals week! I dont want to wake up when I sleep.. I get tired so easily now adays because of my vices, of I wish they were not there to start.. And also I got fat, really really fat.. Got totally addicted with whisky and beer for this past 2 years.. I admit that I'm so stupid for letting this happen to me, I'm so confused..

Sorry for the long gap guys, I've been quite busy doing senseless things.. I've been hurt.. Im confused.. I have many things to say but I got lazy to write it on paper but kinda impatient to type it here in my online journal because of my small keys in my netbook.. So many months had passed, many events have gone.. I dont even check my grammar anymore.. Just what my english teacher said.. Just go and flow.. write about everythin.. I that comes in your mind, the thoughts, even the dirty ones.. I write outside the title because I dont know.. I want to be free as the air I breathe.. I want to be burned only for the sun.. It's just, I am addicted to this one girl for 3 years now.. The heartache never stops.. and due to that illusion, I have to vices just to fill those gap, but its the worst regret that I truly feel... I just want to die... Go back to the past and stop my first sip.. My first shot.. I want to renewed, Help me find this answer the one from up above.. And to peopl