Synmuh Zurh

It's not so typical of myself to dream.. I usually don't have those even most people said that all of us dream, we just can't remember it.. But it happened last night.. I don't know or maybe its just a coincidence that I remember its our assignment in Psych 10. I was worried I have nothing to report 'cause of my dream condition. I don't like this dream at all, after I write it down.. I will erase or even condense it in the back of my mind. The dream goes: I was alone, in a dark gloomy place.. Then, the scene change.. I was in the classroom with all of our classmates and especially you.. Funny thing is, all of the faces in that room was blurry except yours.. Yours is so radiant and captivating. She draws me closer, a warm in my heart. she smile.. and the scene change.. Its like in a bar, (remembering that there will be an upcoming G.A. of UP Tanggeroes in Saturday) She asked me if we will go, and I said yes. A question popped in my mind, is she interested to com...

Ephraim, my alter ego. Synmuh's contradiction and sense of being.. Representing all the good that's left in my wrath. He is my thread that links my past, present and future. Decides everything to the simplest things and all complicated beings.. I was raised greatly in my childhood years. I have my mother to say thanks. With all is lost and confusing, still that light convince me to put all my effort in a spin, not knowing what will bring. Just to know that there will be an answer for them to be silent. Starting to read and regain my lost knowledge. I have this fire to maximize. Hilling the times.Drown me with the morning air. Hey, no ones perfect. That serves a loophole to bring their house down. Maybe accidentally burn it along the way. And yes, we smile for the good and bad. There's no limit what side you are on. I take my path, you take yours. I don't mind that we are born different. But surely you will not make a chance to make it all your own with those pitiful and...

My Shadow resemblance that I call "Synmuh Zurh" I stretch at 18 on August 26.. Many questions overwhelm me, added to the previous ones yet to be answered.. 2 Mentors I shared my high school days once said that this is my crucial time, a lot will change in my own line of sight.. I will be somehow troubled they said, and a social event that I call disaster will happen.. But that time will not kill me.. just.. to change me.. for the better.. Yeah, I know it already.. So much drama that I can barely take.. My own personality isn't fit to do what the circumstances direct.. When I lost my dream girl in a sin.. I am the one to blame.. And I suffer every bit of my heart strings.. I decided to let her go, not to worry anymore.. She doesn't love me now, so why hold on for nothing? A fairy tale as she tell, that has a down pit cruel ending.. I have moments yet till December where I faced my own.. I will be ready and continue for my own will.. to manage all and be free to whom I ...

I will drop this piece I held Gives me light and sorrow untold Every use I take my memories fade Thanks for the piece I made I see my friends overdoing it Answering they won't regret Still they continue to use that thing Not knowing there life may ring So I drop this piece I held Gives me sorrow to let it slept I wonder a time of discontent And made a new piece all over again Prose poetry I made, takes me 2 minutes i think.. If you guess it right its something I don't want to tell you about.. =) So keep it for yourself if you know what's it all about..

This is given to me by my friend, Karen. She dedicated this poem to two persons. Hmm.. From her perspective this is how she can relate to their so called relationship. Untitled by Karen How can two hearts that used to beat as one, beat as one again? How can broken promises be redeemed and be just promises again? How can the past be the present again? How can one let go and one cannot? How can one's kiss fade when its the one's lips you can feel everytime you feel your lips? How can love ever end when you see that person everyday and you see no threat that you should stop loving that person? How can a fairy tale have an unhappy ever after?

Find a new awesome article posted by my friend, his blog Having a hard time getting over your fresh break-up? Can't forget about her/him? Maybe these steps will help. Take her off that pedestal Don't idolize her and build her up into something great. She is nothing of the sort. So don't gaze lovingly at pictures of her. Don't jump to answer her e-mail or phone calls. And definitely don't go out of your way for her. She no longer deserves preferential treatment. Get closure It's essential to definitively end any hopes of reconciliation between the two of you. And if you can't get that into your head, she owes you the courtesy of it crystal clear. She needs to tell you: "I never loved you. I don't love you now. We'll never get back together." After some prodding, she'll probably do it, just to get rid of you. It provides what therapists call "closure." And you can begin to heal. Don't contact her After the relationship reac...

I've been thinking... Most of the time my superheroes, those I adore especially in a rpg game that I cling into influence my personality that is today. I grow up playing (obsessively) the Final Fantasy series, especially Final Fantasy VII, and mostly my never dying Final Fantasy VIII. Can an aspirant such as I can become like them? Thoughts I ponder wonder when I was in my elementary years.. But look at me now. I don't know of the absolute change has done to my psychological make-up but I am quite sure it does.. Cloud Strife, from the seventh series of Final Fantasy. Mysterious, longs to be loved and love in return. Promotes good will to others even doing things that can hurt himself. Doesn't know the meaning of true love until Aeris reavels the true essence of it, but unfurtunately.. Aeris died. Squall Leonhart, the most influential character I've ever known.. Grumpy, doesn't want to affliate with people or other living things. And again this character doesn't ...