Synmuh Zurh

He can't sleep, been wandering.. He hate to state the fact that he's always jealous.. He doesn't know what jealousy truly means.. But he does feel them.. He knows it's a bad thing.. because from the start.. he doesn't have the right to be.. he doesn't know.. He pretends to be neutral.. no more feelings attached.. but time does fly by.. and memories seems like ghosts.. yeah, they were hunting him.. in the deepest parts of his soul.. the center of his emotions.. he doesn't know.. He knows people can be crazy at times.. not knowing each other people intentions where.. somehow he reflect the demons within him.. to those insubstantial persons.. he doesn't know.. He hates to think about it.. he means it.. but how can he escape those eyes she adores most? She captivates him with those love.. a love before.. remains in his heart like cancer.. even before and today, the doctor said... "There's still no cure".. and still.. he doesn't know.. -----

So I've been thinking again.. The quotes running in my head.. Stand up for something or you will fall for anything.. Don't try to be influenced by the people around you.. follow you path.. but take a good advice to those who stands besides you.. not those persons whom you speak when you are awake but to those people who care even when you're fast asleep.. and vulnerable.. as you lay your trust to them..

I know I can be crazy at times.. well most of the time.. but I can think seriously than the others. yes.. the others.. I know It's hard not know what others think, or what are they thinking but it gives me the "lay off" to think about it also.. It bugs me a lot. a lot, and a lot..

Destination: Punta Villa Swimming around the pool with some beautiful girls and hardcore friends.. That would be great, see you soon!

So we winded up here again. I've been thinking the past old days I had consumed when the clocks start ticking.. as always.. Fists stop, the reason I get accustomed to be with girls.. I don't know if its in our blood to be a womanizer but I know.. I like women, but truthfully I'm ashamed to tell that sometimes(?) I hurt their feeling and maybe(?) play with their fragile emotions. This leaves me hanging for awhile.. Enjoying every moment we have together.. and after that it's getting boring.. time to changed.. then after another while I came back and thinking.. I'm missing her more often.. In drinking sessions I have with my friends, there is a one certain girl that I always fond to talk about (I don't want to mention names..) but honestly I wondered if i still have the hots(?) for her or I don't know.. but certainly (again) I have loved her before.. I said it a millions times (not really.. maybe a hundreds times or so) that I feel the right love I think (In t

This movie is great! Straight edge martial combat in the big screen. Didn't see the part 1 though, but this sequel rocks! Set in the lands of Thailand where great conflict arises in every speck of the eyes from royalties. Ong bak 2 puts you back to the past from where has it all started. Chinese influences the weaponry and martial arts of the dashing fight scenes in the movie that I dare you must replay it a couple of times to awe yourself over and over again. If you are a martial arts aspirant, preferably a kung fu, tai chi, and jeet kune dou practitioner, you will find this movie hard to the sides (If you know what I mean).

A must play for the casual music lover lad. Downloaded it from a torrent site. (Ask me for details). You can play or shall I say surf every music files in your computer! I've got a copy of it in my computer and I'm ready to burn the files to a DVD, so if you want a free copy of the game, I'm gladly to share it you, given that you are near to where I am ^^,. Screen shots here:

I apologize to the public for the short post that i posted lately. I got bored.. ^^,

Got a copy of it. The movie is decent enough, touched some of my inner emotions but lacks the factor I truly search for a good movie..

Post it later.. ^^,

If you want to join my conquest please join me here: http://world9.monstersgame.co.uk/synmuhzurh

To conquer oneself is a champion rather than to conquer your enemies. I wont try to explain those creed ideas here in my blog of what this post is all about but.. I'LL SHOW THEM!

My body hurts a lot. No thanks for the everyday exercise. One at night and one in the morning. My shoulder blades, biceps, triceps and arm shields gotten bigger and tighter. Those exercise did magic. I'll continue to do this everyday until I'm totally exhausted. Those fats I build in the previous semester does me no good. But eating a lot does, and channeling the added weight to your bidding. Hone it to your disposal, and you can shape your body as it was or in a much better form. 1st year, I was skinny. 2nd year, I got fat. But this summer, I got big. Not Fat Big, but Bones and Muscle Big. It's not a diet of some sort, 'cause honestly I don't lose weight. The more I loss the most I gain. Talking about gaining, I also added weight to my muscle brain here. Yeah, I've been studying.. a lot.. Computer programming, chemistry, math, and electronics. It's a course I want to die for. I can't wait till classes starts.

Course Number: Course Description: EMath 111 College Algebra EMath 112 Plane and Spherical Trigonometry Engr 113 Engineering Drawing Engr 114 Engineering Orientation Chem 14 General Chemistry Eng 1a Study and Thinking Skills in English RE 1 Christianity in a Changing Society PE 2B Individual Sports (Swimming) NSTP 1-CWTS Civic Welfare Training Service *WTF RE 1? I hope I can survive.. Wish me luck.. Oh, by the way, my Math 11 and Math 14 covers for the EMath 111 and EMath 112. My English 11 covers for the Eng 1a. And I already finish my PE in swimming and the NSTP. I will update my course outline as soon as our dean finish her assessment.