Synmuh Zurh

The music is playing, I bleed for you . Lyrics from Urbandub's tear jerking single a long time ago but still cherished by this day, "A New Tattoo". I met her long ago when we're both a freshman in UP. I was heart struck by those feelings when you want to embrace the things that proves dearest to you. I want to be near her, to feel her.. But I can't. She doesn't know me.. yet.. So time grab this opportunity, we got close.. and closer. I don't mind if she is always with a boy, but I know there just friends. For sure I know.. I got totally jealous! ZOMG! Good thing is, we are now Validus Brothers so I don't mind if she is with him. I can't remember how we got close. Music? that's the only clue I have. She likes music, I mean like, such that you can eat the music. LOL. I got fond of her making slit reviews of it. I know that she knows that I got a totally fixated crush for her, but she doesn't mind the additional attention that I solely give to...

Ok, so I will leave my dearest school, UPV and go to the others. T_T But it's ok, I need some time to think and grasp all my aspirations and those things that build my vigor to live. Yeah, I just wasted 2 years just to think what would be the best course that's suited to my chaotic mind, good thing my uncle, aunt and mother supported me to choose my course freely. They want me to take Marine Engineering, but due to my hereditary weakness I cant. Next, Nursing, but that would probably cost my family half a million and a total of 5 years. But now, I'm glad that they decided that I choose for myself what's the best so I use the course that I WANTED, Software Engineering. Sadly, there is only one school in the visayas that offers software engineering, and that school is, Central Philippine University. So Centralians, see you there! Mga Isko at Iska, balik lang ko da kung may time ah..

To those who read my blog (kung may ara gid man). There will be a slight "pause" in updating this blog due to unfortunate circumstances.

I have a copy of this great playstation game, but even better! It's for the PC! It is a much anticipated download in the web. This game crash my heartbeat to the ground with every memories I know I played in my elementary years. Leveling your characters is kinda frustrating but it pays off, killing your enemies easier than before. Cloud with just some cool shades of blue and nice blocks of graphics but I know he is a well build character, as of know you see in "Advent Children" that he has a great muscle build up and complexion! Yey, he's not a collection of square box anymore! If you would like to have a copy of this game for your PC, don't hesitate to comment me here. I would gladly share this to you.

I forgot to finished some of last year posts. I've been lazy finishing some stories that through time I forgot they even exist! So thanks for this day (Sunday). I manage to dig some old stuff, unfinished stuffs in my dashboard. The are some important posts that I stupidly didn't finished. Managed to get those memories back and finish the whole 4 post approximately 2 hours of writing, typing and remembering those ideas and memories that those posts compromises of. So I'll post them in here tomorrow or so.

Classes will be over. And there will be a one long mixed-up coming. So it happened the day before, It's cool. It ended me sleeping my night away. Waking up, making papers and blaming myself again. But thanks, I manage to take the exam. My Professor is nice, and I'm touched. You will be remembered for those small things, but means everything to someone needing those humane thoughts. And once again, I thanked you. So I got home early and write this portion of my blog. It's a downfall when you are feeling numb. But deep inside, I'm thinking about you all the time. Not the way i thought of you at the past. Maybe those angels will fall? Will I do something at last? So I just keep those ideas to my mind, brining the folds of my half to rest. Pushing myself to the limits, knowing I didn't try my best. But I can wait and prepare myself for great things. Once the battle ends, the stars will collide, waking up the dirt inside. Collapsing underneath the clouds of truth. I'...

It's been so long I've used photoshop. And damn! I suck.. Cs3 is complicated than the old version, I think it's 7.0. But who cares. I made the lay-out of this blog all by myself! Yey! woot! It takes me approximately 45 minutes to finish the background and header image of this blog. Kinda simple and the one who made it is a noob, but again, who cares! ^^, It's kinda satisfying to see your blog with your own design. Next time, I will do some major rebuff in my functions and keys to improve the features of my blog. Till next time amigos!