Synmuh Zurh

The music is playing, I bleed for you . Lyrics from Urbandub's tear jerking single a long time ago but still cherished by this day, "A New Tattoo". I met her long ago when we're both a freshman in UP. I was heart struck by those feelings when you want to embrace the things that proves dearest to you. I want to be near her, to feel her.. But I can't. She doesn't know me.. yet.. So time grab this opportunity, we got close.. and closer. I don't mind if she is always with a boy, but I know there just friends. For sure I know.. I got totally jealous! ZOMG! Good thing is, we are now Validus Brothers so I don't mind if she is with him. I can't remember how we got close. Music? that's the only clue I have. She likes music, I mean like, such that you can eat the music. LOL. I got fond of her making slit reviews of it. I know that she knows that I got a totally fixated crush for her, but she doesn't mind the additional attention that I solely give to

Ok, so I will leave my dearest school, UPV and go to the others. T_T But it's ok, I need some time to think and grasp all my aspirations and those things that build my vigor to live. Yeah, I just wasted 2 years just to think what would be the best course that's suited to my chaotic mind, good thing my uncle, aunt and mother supported me to choose my course freely. They want me to take Marine Engineering, but due to my hereditary weakness I cant. Next, Nursing, but that would probably cost my family half a million and a total of 5 years. But now, I'm glad that they decided that I choose for myself what's the best so I use the course that I WANTED, Software Engineering. Sadly, there is only one school in the visayas that offers software engineering, and that school is, Central Philippine University. So Centralians, see you there! Mga Isko at Iska, balik lang ko da kung may time ah..

To those who read my blog (kung may ara gid man). There will be a slight "pause" in updating this blog due to unfortunate circumstances.

I have a copy of this great playstation game, but even better! It's for the PC! It is a much anticipated download in the web. This game crash my heartbeat to the ground with every memories I know I played in my elementary years. Leveling your characters is kinda frustrating but it pays off, killing your enemies easier than before. Cloud with just some cool shades of blue and nice blocks of graphics but I know he is a well build character, as of know you see in "Advent Children" that he has a great muscle build up and complexion! Yey, he's not a collection of square box anymore! If you would like to have a copy of this game for your PC, don't hesitate to comment me here. I would gladly share this to you.

I forgot to finished some of last year posts. I've been lazy finishing some stories that through time I forgot they even exist! So thanks for this day (Sunday). I manage to dig some old stuff, unfinished stuffs in my dashboard. The are some important posts that I stupidly didn't finished. Managed to get those memories back and finish the whole 4 post approximately 2 hours of writing, typing and remembering those ideas and memories that those posts compromises of. So I'll post them in here tomorrow or so.

Classes will be over. And there will be a one long mixed-up coming. So it happened the day before, It's cool. It ended me sleeping my night away. Waking up, making papers and blaming myself again. But thanks, I manage to take the exam. My Professor is nice, and I'm touched. You will be remembered for those small things, but means everything to someone needing those humane thoughts. And once again, I thanked you. So I got home early and write this portion of my blog. It's a downfall when you are feeling numb. But deep inside, I'm thinking about you all the time. Not the way i thought of you at the past. Maybe those angels will fall? Will I do something at last? So I just keep those ideas to my mind, brining the folds of my half to rest. Pushing myself to the limits, knowing I didn't try my best. But I can wait and prepare myself for great things. Once the battle ends, the stars will collide, waking up the dirt inside. Collapsing underneath the clouds of truth. I'

It's been so long I've used photoshop. And damn! I suck.. Cs3 is complicated than the old version, I think it's 7.0. But who cares. I made the lay-out of this blog all by myself! Yey! woot! It takes me approximately 45 minutes to finish the background and header image of this blog. Kinda simple and the one who made it is a noob, but again, who cares! ^^, It's kinda satisfying to see your blog with your own design. Next time, I will do some major rebuff in my functions and keys to improve the features of my blog. Till next time amigos!

Lapit na lang ang sira.. ahai.. anu ni man? Kulbaan ko gawa, haha pro daw ok lang ah.. mabal an ta man na tanan. Hai, la kami kagina ubrahon sa English 11 kag Econ 11 nami mag tulog pro gin tapos ko gid ang tanan na klase. Sa English may nag report man lang, nag tulog lang ko.. haha ^^,. Sa Econ 102 nag lecture, ga pamati kami ni arts, tic-tac-toe, pamati liwat kag.. tic-tac-toe. =P Hai anu na ni man? Ara naman ta.. la ko abi himuon kis-a. Hai naku. (Favorite word? ===> hai?) ambot.. sigh (<=== di ba amu man ni dyapon? hai..)

So I'm the one annoyed. My Blog is a mess! But i planned (in my notebook) to make my blog somewhat like a website of mine I made in high school. To those who have my html book, please return it to me asap! Damn, I forgot to take it back from the computer class a year before us. grr.. Hope i can still manage to grab those codes and I hope my internet connection is good enough to learn those html codes and their respective functions.

Downloaded it from a friends site, whoah! it takes me about 5 hours to download the whole movie.. The story revolves around the world of Final Fantasy VII. To those who are a fan, I mean the avid fans of this series, it is a must to watch! Many secrets and mysteries are unfolded. The Last Order is the events that happened before the Final Fantasy 7 Game while the Advent Children is the sequel after the last battle of the game, you know the one after you defeat Sephiroth. I hope they can make a movie about the game itself but that would ruin the essence of the original game, but hey, we want to cherish those FFVII memories once again. If you want to have a copy of these movies just comment me here and I'll give you the links to download or give you the dvd copy if you lived close by.

My current music in my friendster page, link here: http://profiles.friendster.com/synmuhzurh Lyrics: Damn hey I know you ain't tryna hear me out but There's a couple of things I wanna get off my chest Listen... I know sometimes you wonder when I'm not there You feel frustrated thinking that I don't care Cause I don't, answer my phone I don't, return your call I don't, do all the things That I, once did before It's just the way I am, let me assure you Baby nothing could be further from the truth Sometimes I, be working late Cause I, gotta write that song Don't be, too quick to judge(you can) That somethings wrong I know I shouldve spend more time That was my mistake Girl I don't wanna change your mind But before you go Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away All I ever wanted, was you to stay And before you up and leave I just need you to see Losing you was not a part of the plan Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away And before you

haha (period) Sikat sila gali sang una sa youtube? kita ko lang sila abi sa bubble gang. GIn hambalan lang ko abi ko sang mego ko na sa internet sila halin. damo sila kabuangan, gina pang lip-sync nila ang mga kanta na gusto basi nila himuan (music video?) la lang ko kabalo pro hangayan man sila ah. kung pamungkuton mu ko kung anu gid sa mga video nila ang nagpatawa sakon, ang mahambal ko lang ang volare nila. daw matawa ka sa umpisa pa lang biskan hinay pa ang empo, pag dasig na! (whahahahaha) tapos sa tungatunga nag giling pa ya ang tiya nila.. you rock tita! kung gusto mo makita ang mga videos nila kadto lang kamo sa www.youtube.com (tani gin saylo na nila sa www2 kay bug at na ang daan na www tapos damu na virus kag hackers) tapos sa youtube type sa searchbox nila ang moymoy palaboy then hit enter. that's all mga tol. check nyo lang ang tripping nila ah.

I can't write often in these situations but I try to be stable as I can. To be scared is an optional thing to, there's no turning back as they say. Running can't help you, entwined in a chain ball of regrets, walking at a slow rate of intervals can ease the pain. Waiting at a cave of despair, a freedom like phoenixes born in a condor's life. When ashes are no more, a life is born. So drop your banner and surrender to fate. There's no one to help you now. You're the one that came to this labyrinth of Ifrit's undying turmoil. But can he help you? He'll burn you alive in a pool of flames. There's no escape. In any of our final movies, someone over that horizon will save you. Just in time to be your hero, then leave you forever. Someone can betray us, but does it mean we will betray them too? There is no right or wrong now, but what can be the acceptable things to do. So they meet again. Falling to those things they have done before. They reach their hea